Loneliness
This feeling,
I never expected to have one again.
looking one by one of my friend getting what they want.
looking at their achievement, I ask myself , "What have I done here? Doing this chores just to have a piece of certificate."
Slowly but sure, my crown is falling to the grown.
I am afraid to lose, yet I am not trying harder
I am afraid to stop, yet I am still doing this.
I am afraid that I have not enough energy left to finish what I have started, yet I am not taking any suplement.
I am afraid to fail, but I am still procrastinating in the others matters.
I need to get out from this dark place.
I want to achieve my dream.
I want to be a muslim wedding dress designer
I want to be a Hafizhah ( Qur'an learner)
I want to graduate as soon as possible.
I want to finish this thing.
HEY YOU DARKNESS, GOT AWAY YOU FROM MY LIFE!!!
NOW!!!
I AM LOSINNG MY CROWN |
*That was my last piece of art this years.
0 komentar
Apa yang kamu pikirkan tentang tulisan di atas? Beri komentar di bawah, ya, teman-teman.